FELICIA T PEREZ
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Los Angeles, CA (April 2026)
Dual Exhibition Felicia T Perez and Ruby Barrientos


​A powerful and immersive dual exhibition by Felicia T Perez and Ruby Barrientos that explores what it means to exist in the in-between—between past and present, homeland and diaspora, illness and healing, visibility and erasure. Rooted in personal history and collective experience, the exhibition asks: What does it mean to belong when you are not fully of one place, one body, or one story?

Through sculpture, installation, photography, and participatory work, both artists transform lived experience into material form—inviting audiences not just to witness, but to engage.

Felicia T Perez’s work centers on scale, interruption, and survival. Expanding on her ongoing exploration of the body and its limits, Perez uses objects, images, and miniature forms to question what it means to take up space. A 1:84-scale version of herself exists alongside attempts to recreate her full physical presence, revealing the tension between shrinking, expanding, and being seen. Her work operates as a time capsule—responding in real time to illness, political conditions, and disrupted plans—refusing a fixed form or conclusion. What emerges is an ongoing experiment: How big is enough? How small is too small?

In contrast and conversation, Ruby Barrientos’ installation grounds the exhibition in memory, ancestry, and collective rhythm. Drawing from her experience as a queer Salvadoran American, Barrientos explores the layered realities of migration, identity, and intergenerational healing. At the center of her work are ceramic drums that function as both sculptural objects and vessels of story—some embedded with recorded family histories, others activated through touch and sound. Visitors are invited to play, listen, and contribute, transforming the space into a living, communal archive.

Barrientos’ work extends into a community altar composed of clay, sand, and straw, where audiences are encouraged to leave offerings, bridging past and present through shared acts of remembrance and care. The installation becomes a portal—one where stories are not only told, but felt, carried, and reshaped together.

Together, Perez and Barrientos create a dynamic dialogue between the individual and the collective, the body and the land, the personal and the political. Where Perez asks how we take up space, Barrientos asks how we hold space—for ourselves and for each other.

SER DE | NI DE does not offer a single answer. Instead, it invites a shared inquiry:
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How do we define home?
Who gets to belong?
What does it take to be seen?

If we are not from one place, perhaps that means we get to build one—together.

SER DE | NI DE | Felicia T PereZ

These works come from a plan that didn’t happen.

The original intention was simple: one large, updated plank of me—almost 50—with my new leg tattoo of fish scales, turning me into a mermaid. Only 50% of my lower body. That was the idea. But that was only after the previous idea had also been interrupted. 

The question is always the same - What size should I be? Should I be my literal self size? I was preparing to print a full 3D version of myself at my actual height: 5’5”, getting ready to fundraise the $20,000 needed to make it real. I wanted to mark that moment to commemorate the Capitol Crawl for the Americans with Disability Act, to place my body in that lineage of movement, access, and visibility. But everything around the plan kept shifting. I was worried about ICE raids. Then about increased police and military presence in D.C. Then the company I was working with to create the 3D me shut down because rising tariff costs made the work impossible. Just like that, the plan was gone.

Around that same time, an ICE agent killed Renée Nicole Good in Minneapolis, intensifying national protests about enforcement, safety, and who is allowed to move freely. This reality immediately entered the work. The weekend my photographer—also named Felicia (Baker)—and I were scheduled to shoot, everything shifted. I asked my wife to go to the store and buy as many ICE bags as possible. Because the work had to reflect my life interrupted, changed, rerouted in real time. So, what you see here is a time capsule. A clock of this last year. My last year of young. The first years of old. The first years of wise. It’s my own interpretation of Ser De | Ni De.

I was supposed to die; that was the plan. I got ready. I have OCD; I got really ready. Then I went into remission. I was confused. I was angry. I had plans, damn it. And that’s how art works. That’s how life works. Interruptions are everywhere. So the question changed again. If I can’t be who I planned to be, who am I supposed to be then?  What does it mean to be right-sized? How big is big enough? How big do I need to be for someone to really see me? How big am I willing to see myself? Is being big bad?  Is being big good? Who makes themselves this big in public? Is this resistance—or is it emulation? Am I more in disguise when I’m covered—or when I’m not? How many times do you need to see me to remember me? If you see me more, will you remember me better? Is this reflection or projection?
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Home Again 2026, Photo print on velvet, 107x91”
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Home Depot & Home Town
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Home Grown 2026, Photo print on canvas, 60x48”
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Home Depot 2026, Photo print on vinyl, 60x40”
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Home Stretch 2026, Photo on vinyl sticker , 60x45”
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Home Made 2026, Photo print on canvas, 60x48”
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Home Town 2026, Mixed media sculpture, 14x12”
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Home Away from Home 2026, Photo on photopaper, 60x45”
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Home Wrecker 2026, Photo print on canvas, 60x48”
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Home Invasion 2026, Mixed Media Sculpture, 3x2'

SER DE | NI DE | RUBY BARRIENTOS

​SER DE | NI DE is an offering to ignite, disrupt, and spark a call to action. In times where past and present administrations continue to target BIPOC and immigrant communities, 

SER DE | NI DE examines the tension of being ni de aqui, ni de alla. Within this show, I explore my experience as a queer Salvadoran American, evaluating my sense of belonging through memory. Through my ongoing process of decolonization and reflecting on the realities of being a child of immigrants, I share my family's migration story, their life in El Salvador before migration, and the aftermath upon arriving in the United States to begin their new lives. By sharing personal histories of intergenerational trauma, resilience, and healing, I invite reflection. Even if these experiences aren’t lived, I hope others can see themselves in them, hold space, and recognize vulnerability is collective.

SER DE | NI DE is an installation that functions as a portal. At its center, a series of ceramic drums serves as both sculptural forms and vessels of memory. The elements seen throughout this exhibition serve as prayers activated by the rhythm of the drums played in unity. Some drums hold recorded interviews with my family, sharing lived experiences of migration, displacement, identity, and resilience. Others invite you to touch, to play, and to respond, activating the space through rhythm and the medicine of your own presence. The drums allow us to connect with our ancient roots and amplify our voices. Emanating with power and strength, empowering us to create a new future of healing.

I chose to use the drum as a gateway to bring people into a relationship with one another, but also as a vessel to hold and share my family’s immigrant stories. The drum carries a rhythm that is alive just as our heartbeats. When people gather to play together, all of our differences; gender, race, sexual orientation begin to fade as we all have a beating heart.

An altar composed of clay, sand, and straw acts as a threshold between past and present, grounding the work in ancestral material memory. Functioning as a community altar, visitors are invited to engage by leaving offerings, objects, or items of remembrance. Together, these elements create a collective rhythm where stories are not only heard, but felt. The installation invites audiences to encounter immigrant narratives as embodied, relational, and collective, shaped by resilience, ancestry, and ongoing healing.

This exhibition would not have been possible without the support of my community and family. I extend my deepest gratitude to Felicia Perez for the opportunity to share gallery space with her. My collaborators, my sisters, Yeni, Jacqueline, Marian, Clorsi, and Mother, Rosa, Nicolina Colette, Lupe Alvarez, Nate Eng, Stevi Cooper, Josue Valdez, Haley Jane, A Wheel Good Time Ceramics Studio, Deestrukt. Sarah Krings-Lien, ArtBug Gallery. Your support was essential in bringing this meaningful body of work to fruition. I am truly grateful, as are my ancestors.

@nuwavemayan
www.nuwavemayan.com

WORKS INCLUDE

Ser De | Ni De, 2026, Dimensions variable
Ceramic drums, audio recordings, clay, sand, straw, mixed media installation with participatory elements
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